Confessing to the Thrill of the Hunt

There are those work days when you’re the flack and the company convulses. Hastily called meetings pulse with intensity, pressure and fear. There’s been a death in the OR, shooting in a stairwell, hacking in cyberspace, or a financial explosion. Executives huddle. Co-workers whisper. And, past your desk, where the “Comms” team is parsing strategy and statements, come sympathetic well-wishers. Gee, I don’t envy YOU right now. Glad I don't have YOUR job today.

Really? PR’s not-so-secret little secret is that crisis immersion can be fun. You’re in the middle of fast-paced news. It’s a chance to be creative. You can make a strategic difference from the foxhole.

For me, now wedged into the trenches of a job hunt, the parallels are apparent. It ought to be awful. I need a salary and benefits; there’s a mortgage in the balance and the stress is real, of course. Silence sucks and rejection stings. The unknown future makes my stomach flip. Empathic pals offer that same line: I sure don't envy YOU right now. 

But close friends and colleagues have called me right out: Admit it, you ENJOY it.

Yes, here again, sticky situations prove more rewarding than most feel free to say.

The job search is a chance to reach out to everyone I know with a reason to connect. A never-shy social animal, on and off social media, I relish the chance to ask for advice, hear opinions, and dish with old co-workers. The last time I asked so many accomplished people to talk about their work was years ago as a Wall Street Journal reporter. I can pose good questions, reflect on the answers, and be a curious soul while researching new and intriguing businesses and groups. Pounding the pavement evokes what I liked best about journalistic shoe leather.

It has also sent me out onto the street, literally, where I’ve found a new visual voice taking photos of others going about their day. And I’ve been listening to that other voice nagging me to get more writing done. Meanwhile, I have time make it to spin class. While I’m no longer flush, it’s sure nice to be fit.

Looking for work is a job, the cliché goes. Damn straight, and one that I sure hope leads to advancement. But even when you think you’ve clinched a role that slips away, there’s the oddly welcome sense of an ever-changing story; call it writer's fuel. Yes, I’m willing to reveal my counter-intuitive pleasure in doing some strategic thinking and tackling projects that might have lingered.-- like this blog, after all.